I’ve never really lied. Only to my mom so I can get away with shit. But I never really lie, everyone wants to be some sympathetic, appealing person for the world to love, so they lie, and put up a front to make themselves seem better… But how do you not realize that people who get close to you through the facade, will realize you aren’t the person you say you are, and abandon you one day?
I don’t want to be abandoned again. I know what that feels like, so I won’t lie and put myself in that predicament.
That’s just how I feel.